Wouldn't let me go

I have no introduction to what I want to express. I can only hope it will be clear when it is read. I hope you shall feel it in the very end.

Wouldn't let me go

We formed a friendship, and we formed a bond
We enjoyed music, and made our own song
In my taunts and games he played along
But he would not let it show, and he would not let me go

We spent our moments, and enjoyed spent time
With hands interlinked, and hearts intertwined
Our love was maturing, like any fine wine
But he would not let it show, and he would not let me go

We couldn't alone, in this world exist
So involvement with us, they continued to persist
The pressure on us, did not let up or cease
But he would not let it show, and he would not let me go

I looked upon him, for my escape and solace
And prayed our love ,will be our saving grace
I looked for a sign, anything, upon his face
But he would not let it show, and he would not let me go

He tossed me around, from here to there
One minute he's passive, one minute he cares
He could see I was tired, from the wear and tear
But he would not let it show, and he would not let me go

Apprehensive that life or love would finally deceive me
I finally cried out "Love me or Leave me"
And I waited that in openness he'd receive me
But he would not let it show, and he would not let me go
Terida